tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-87541084538584630792012-02-15T23:18:11.862-08:00across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.comBlogger121100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-54460259624704625902010-08-28T08:18:00.000-07:002010-08-28T08:18:33.119-07:00keep on smiling!! :)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-5446025962470462590?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-23834158423368140472010-08-26T19:39:00.000-07:002010-08-26T19:39:03.364-07:00in a single city, we might never think how many people who might got no chance to express or their feelings while others just missed their chance. when we share about this to our closest person such as bestfriend or maybe some strangers, the most feelings that commonly come are sorry for that or blame on us. but apart from that, these people we talk with may not realize that we have different level of power, will or maybe strength.<br /><br />being under this kind of circumstances we always only have to options. to express or not to express. to hold or not to hold back the feelings. most people afraid of being rejected, and the reason is simple. it hurt.<br /><br />when we fall in love, people have different reaction to it. some may accept it and blinded by it while the others might denied it and make themselves blind from it. <br /><br />being an almost 22 woman which struggle with her own heart and mind may sounds like a 13 years old&nbsp; who faced her first love. but i guess no matter how old you are, struggle between your mind and your heart will always happen. in my case, the struggle happens between my curiosity to know the feeling someone that i (should i say) fall for (rather than the L word as i feel its a strong word) with my fear of anything might go wrong and become so awkward after. but when will the question be answer?<br /><br />there is one time when i think about asking some random question about myself and see how he responds and his answer, but in the end it doesn't solve the problem. it went well for the first question, but when it comes to the second and third, every single question i can think of sounds so obvious that i desperately drowning in my own curiosity.<br /><br />so, i start to think something else to make myself relief for the time being until the answer of my curiosity and the to see the winner of this match between heart VS mind. i guess what old people say we need to believe in it sometimes even though we live in 21st century. what they so called 'silence if gold' or 'what you get is what you pay' may seems right when it faced with a struggling feeling between our self. and that is what i choose to to face 'now' condition and to gain 'future' situation.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-2383415842336814047?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-7324910645615701952010-08-25T09:25:00.000-07:002010-08-25T09:25:51.926-07:00it may sounds cliche and common. this questions often pops out in most of drama movie which tells about love. the one which made it pops out of my head is when Carrie Bradshaw from sex and the city wrote about true love.<br /><br />most girl will questioning and dreaming about their true love or maybe soulmate in their teens age, but when you're 25 or when you just days away from become 22 and your sister married when she was 22 and got 2 kids when she is 25, you will start to questioning again when will this true 'soulmate' love. well, this is what happen to me. even though i'm not thinking about marriage, which is its still way too far from what im thinking, i just questioning when will this true 'soulmate' love searching will end?<br /><br />one fact that quite disturbing. Paris which known by many people or all people around the globe as the most romantic city, some might say as love city is the city which have the highest number of single in Europe. does that mean its even harder for us?<br /><br />i started to think and realize that searching for our identity might have connection with searching for our true 'soulamate' love.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-732491064561570195?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-20052549562534815392009-04-08T08:15:00.000-07:002009-04-08T08:20:11.291-07:00bahaya niy!! bahaya!!<br />bahaya facebook semakin meraja lela...selain ketagihan ma facebook, kuis2 di facebook membuat gila n ketagihan, huahhaha....<br /><br />emank niy facebook, bahaya bgt!! kayaknya semakin susah aja niy menahan godaan buat ga buka facebook...padahal siy kuisnya juga ga mutu2 amat, malah suka ngaco abis<br />tapi mah, kitanya tetep aja ikutan tuh kuis2 ga jelas...<br /><br />eniwei, ngomong2 ttg hal yg membuat kita gila n ketagihan, jd inget klo menggila karna seseorang, huahahhaha...apa sech!!<br />aduh...mengapa dikau tiba2 muncul ditengah2 keramaian??!!<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-2005254956253481539?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-20849756668571305292009-04-07T07:19:00.000-07:002009-04-07T07:29:32.886-07:00Well, it's not that i'm just losin' ground<br />I just might have tried to get around<br />Well i feel so clever<br />When we are together<br />Now you stole my words, you stole my love<br /><br />Like a shining moon up in the sky<br />Everybody's got a place to hide<br />Well, I'm feelin' better<br />Now that you're with me<br />Oh, it will be fine together,<br />Fall into my love<br /><br />Fall into my love, baby...<br /><br />I'm just gonna give you a dressing down<br />If you take my love and let it die<br />'cause i feel so clever<br />When we're together<br />Now you stole my words, you stole my love<br /><br />Now you've got to tell me you know it's love<br />And by what they say there must be more<br />When i see your face all i see<br />Is just the scar that love has left<br />We'll be feeling so much better,<br />Fall into my love<br /><br />Fall into my love, baby...<br /><br />Don't you know<br />I never found myself<br />Let me tell you i've been waiting<br />Something i, will find<br />Just to please you, something special<br />Fall into my love, baby...<br /><br />huhuhu.....can someone send me this song, love it so much!! fall into my love---black box<br />maybe then i can fall to someone love, huahahhahaha....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-2084975666857130529?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-58138508868173661422009-04-06T08:38:00.000-07:002009-04-06T08:47:57.766-07:00hidup sendiri itu emank ada enaknya tapi ada ga enaknya juga...<br />enaknya, kita punya full privacy terhadap hidup kita<br />tapi, selalu ada bagian dari diri kita yang membutuhkan seseorang buat berbagi, buat cerita, buat berkeluh kesah....<br />sama kaya apa yg gw rasain skarang, kadang kita ngerasa pusing n butuh waktu buat sendiri di waktu orang2 ada disekitar kita, tapi kadang ngerasa sepi, ampe bingung mau ngapain, pengen ngomong, tapi masa ngomong ma tembok...<br />tadi gw abis chatting ma temen/sahabat dari sejak sd yg sempet ilang kontak karna gw skolah di sma terpencil yg memenjarakan siswa siswinya. intinya pas kita ketemu lg di FB, langsung deh nostalgiaan. trus td gw ma dia ngomongin ttg suatu relationship, intinya dia ngiri ma temen gw yg udah tunangan.<br />klo dipikir2 emank iya....enak ya, udah pasti, ga usah pusing2 nyari seseorang...<br />sobat gw ini emank udah punya pacar, tp realistis aja deh...ga mungkin juga tiba2 minta tunangan, emang maen2....<br />duwh,,,ko gw terkesan kaya desperate jomblowers siy...intinya siy gw, jd inget lagi kisah kakek nenek yg gandengan itu...(klo lupa coba liat post bulan maret)<br /><br />ada ga ya cinta sejati buat gw? huehehe....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-5813850886817366142?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-19304613750111291682009-04-04T02:40:00.000-07:002009-04-04T04:35:37.461-07:00<span style="font-family: courier new;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">wah...after few days ga nulis, jd bingung mu nulis apa niy...</span><br style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">sbenernya siy ga ada ada crita yg ok buat diceritain...</span><br style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><br style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">but, after all 2 minggu bersama cumi2 sudah berakhir...itu semua diakhiri sama dinner di makansutra esplanade with the other classmates...</span><br style="font-family: trebuchet ms;"><span style="font-family: trebuchet ms;">abis itu, gw, nia(my housemate), iwan (nia's BF), and manda(iwan's friend) jalan bareng aja...<br />eniwei, yg namanya manda itu cowo ya...(just to avoid miss understanding aja, masalahnya menyangkut identitas seseorang niy, hehe)<br /><br />kaya nganter turis aja, gw n nia nganter para cowo2 ini ke merlion, iseng2 mu foto2 aja...<br />(the photos will upload in a few days)<br />berhubung udara singapore yg lembab, panas, dan tidak bersahabat, tujuan selanjutnya kita tempuh melalui jalan air...(bahasanya udh kacau) naiklah kita taxi boat sampe clarke quay<br /><br />untung aja ada si manda, klo ga gw harus menghadapi siksa friday night!! as i mention before, nia ma iwan kan couple, jd ga ok banget klo tb2 ada gw sendiri gt jd sapi melongo di tengah2 mreka, meskipun emank gw juga udah kenal ma iwan, tp kan tetep aja ga enak!!!<br /><br />so, kok jd kaya double date ya?? padahal kan mu ketemu temennya nia yg lainnya, yaitu 2 org cewe, febry and puput...<br /><br />eniwei, emank dasar perut ga bisa diajak kompromi, hari pertama 'tamu' para kaum cewe, walhasil bolak balik aja ke toilet, ah....ribet bgt deh emank...<br />ditambah rasa2 mual kaya pengen hoekx!! kayaknya gara2 sate yg tadi dimakan pas acara ma si cumi2 itu deh...huff...untungnya siy teratasi setelah minum red bull (lho??)<br />akhirnya gw chill out aja deh ampe jam .... (jam brapa ya??) klo ga salah siy jam 1<br /><br />oiya, slama chill di the clinic, udah ada 2 psk aja yg tawar menawar ma bule2 jablay, hiiii....<br />tp cuma 1 yg berhasil merayu di bule jablay...(ternyata tebakan nia bener!!) abis proses tawar menawar, si bule ke atm yg ga jauh dari tempat nego, ngambil duit buay bayar si 'ehem-ehem' kali....(y oloh, kepo bgt ya gw)<br />yah...at least jadikan itu semua sebagai pengalaman menarik, hehe....<br /><br />ps: judulnya aja suka2 niy blog, jd ya suka2 yg publish deh...<br /><br />peaches n cream<br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-1930461375011129168?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-51354315951703847592009-03-29T04:30:00.001-07:002009-03-29T04:49:07.395-07:00gimana siy caranya nemuin seseorang yg tepat itu?<br />gimana caranya kita tau klo dia adalah org yg memang untuk kita?<br /><br />kadang pertanyaa2 kaya gitu yg sering muncul di otak aku,...<br />ko org2 bisa tau klo ''he is the one'' dan kita bakal ngabisin sisa waktu hiduo kita ma dia<br />kadang suka ga ngerti deh<br /><br />beberapa hari yg lalu, aku liat sepasang kakek nuntun seorang nenek dan mereka jalan gandengan tangan, si kakek terus ngegandeng tangan si nenek...pemandangan itu buat aku senyum sendiri,, bukan ngetawain mereka, tapi aku serasa liat kasih sayang yg tulus<br />kapan ya aku bisa ketemu sama seseorang kasi aku kasih sayang tukus itu??<br /><br />aku tau, aku udah nyia2in kasih sayang dari seseorang, tp aku juga ga tau knp aku blm siap buat menghadapi suatu hubungan, feels like there's a line that i cannot come accross it...<br />pusing? iya.....bingung?udah pasti....<br /><br />gimana ya caranya biar aku bisa ngilangin smua perasaan n pemikiran yg membingungkan ini?<br />aku udah nyakitin seseorang, karna perasaan ini....<br /><br />buat Dia yg ada disana, yg terluka karna aku.....<br /><br />keterbatasanku inilah adanya,..<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-5135431595170384759?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-47539428328198095482009-03-28T06:21:00.000-07:002009-03-28T06:48:27.010-07:00huff...<br />akhirnya besok minggu, one day off dari si cumi2...<br /><br />malem ini juga ada Earth Hour Campaign lhow!! hidup 1 jam tanpa listrik means ga nyalain AC, ga nyalain lampu, gelap-gelapan and gerah-gerahan.....<br />ternyata betapa ketergantungannya manusia ma listrik, 1 jam matiin listrik aja rasanya jd ga ada kerjaan, jd serasa uring-uringan....<br />tapi............mungkin akan kerasa beda klo emank semua org berpastisipasi ma earth hour ini, pasti kan jd lebih seru and more excited gt lhoh!!<br />sayangnya, gw ma si roomate saya ini cuma berpastisipasi di rumah aja, jd kerasa agak garing aja....yah, harap maklum juga, namanya juga tinggal di daerah berjudul Toa Payoh...<br />klo ada org yg baca ni posting n tinggal di Toa Payoh juga, ikutan Earth Hour ga??<br />soalnya, keadaan yg keliatan dari jendela kamar gw kaya gini niy....<br /><br /><br /><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Q3IhnNjgeEc/Sc4qM-UJ49I/AAAAAAAAAA4/q5HFkZnsmiA/s1600-h/28032009283.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://1.bp.blogspot.com/_Q3IhnNjgeEc/Sc4qM-UJ49I/AAAAAAAAAA4/q5HFkZnsmiA/s320/28032009283.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318234612345463762" border="0" /></a><a onblur="try {parent.deselectBloggerImageGracefully();} catch(e) {}" href="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Q3IhnNjgeEc/Sc4qNjuEzyI/AAAAAAAAABA/mdP4mUuUZio/s1600-h/28032009285.jpg"><img style="margin: 0px auto 10px; display: block; text-align: center; cursor: pointer; width: 320px; height: 240px;" src="http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_Q3IhnNjgeEc/Sc4qNjuEzyI/AAAAAAAAABA/mdP4mUuUZio/s320/28032009285.jpg" alt="" id="BLOGGER_PHOTO_ID_5318234622386294562" border="0" /></a><br />wah..klo tempat lain kaya gimana ya???<br /><br />eniwei, turut berduka buat semua korban situ gintung....<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-4753942832819809548?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-61424862369750089892009-03-27T03:27:00.000-07:002009-03-27T03:33:57.366-07:00<span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">eh, udah hari jumat aja niy....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">pulang kul buka FB, few good things happened, TAPI......</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">knp siy banyak org mesti nulis THANKS GOD ITS FRIDA??!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">besok kan gw masi ada kul, jd ga bakal ada bedanya besok mu jumat apa sabtu...huff</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">udahlah td di kelas abis nonton film horor dari jam 9 ampe jam 1!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">pokoknya film horor hollywood or film horor asian skalipun kalah deh!!</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">itu tuh, ntn si lecture gila bin sableng....</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">but thx god, cuma ketemu si lecture nan narsis bin sableng itu ampe minggu depan doank, hari jumat lebih tepatnya...doain aja, saya masi bisa bertahan hidup ampe hari itu, huhuhu</span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-6142486236975008989?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-63459700221872418492009-03-26T02:57:00.000-07:002009-03-26T03:21:47.766-07:00<span style="color: rgb(102, 255, 255); font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);">just like the previous </span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">post, intinya siy ni blog gunanya buat jd temapat sampah klo lagi gundah gulana, he he he....</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><br /><div style="text-align: justify;"><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">so, klo seseorang melihat ini kaya suram banget, ya karna intinya kan buat curhat...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;"><br /><br />this march 2009, </span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">i lost one of my best friend, sedih?? udah pasti...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">andai ga ada perasaan lebih dari sekedar sahabat dekat yg dia kasih ke gw, mungkin ini ga bakal kejadian n gw juga ga perlu nyakitin dia...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">but, im not blame it on him, perasaan dari sekedar sahabat itu memang bukan suatu kesalahan, tapi kadang itu yg membuat kita kehilangan orang yg sangat berharga dalam hidup kita...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><br /><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">so, this is what happened...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">gw kembali harus terbang ke singapore buat nerusin kuliah setelah libur sekian lama, then...he came all the way from malaysia, emank kliatannya ga jauh, tapi segala upaya yg udah dia kerahkan buat ke spore nemuin gw itu sangat besar...</span></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">saat dia dsini, everything just fine...kita jalan, ntn music festival (sebagai ganti dia ga jadi ntn sunburst di malay karna ngebela2in buat dateng ksini), makan, etc...</span></span><br /><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"><span style="font-family: arial;">until i sent him to changi airport, gw harus bilang sesuatu yg gw tau bakal nyakitin dia, i cannot accepted him as more than best friend! gw udah pernah ngerasain kehilangan seorang sabahat karna we were become more than bestfriend, ternyata....hal yg sama harus gw rasain lg...</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">gw ga mau ngebohongin perasaan gw sendiri n bohong ke dia juga soal perasaan gw...</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">i'm so sorry, sorry that i still cannot open my heart for someone else to be more that just bestfriend...<br />sorry karna udah nyia2in rasa sayang lo itu, sorry karna udah nyia2in semua pengorbanan lo itu, sorry karna im not good enough for you...<br />klo ada yg kenal dia, please say im so sorry...coz gw ga punya kekuatan buat bilang itu langsung ke dia, he removed me from his friends in facebook already....karna dia juga bilang, he need time to be alone, yg gw ga tau sampai kapan...<br /><br />his name is galih....<br /></span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span><br /><span style="color: rgb(51, 204, 255);"></span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-6345970022187241849?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8754108453858463079.post-37037669385699176302009-03-26T02:42:00.000-07:002009-03-26T02:48:24.634-07:00<span style="font-family: arial;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 204, 204);">this actually my firts time blogging...<br />why am i blogging??<br />not because of the trend, but sometimes we have to stand alone to face our problems with no one to talk to...<br /><br />short introduction about me, I'm just an ordinary person with an ordinary daily life but looking for something extraordinary thing for my life...<br /><br /><br /></span></span><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/8754108453858463079-3703766938569917630?l=smallpiecesofmylife.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>across the universehttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02791547919967195778noreply@blogger.com0